So, long time no post... again. I'm always on tumblr, so woops.
I'm not going to school tomorrow. Hopefully I don't get stuck in the rut of skipping at least once a week like last year around this time. I am so done with school. I'm done with the people there, the classes, everything. 38 days until Summer thank the lord. In psychology we took a personality test today. I've always always been an introvert, I enjoy the time to myself and rarely feel the need to surround myself with a big group of people. Always being the ~quiet~ one has pretty much been my label since middle school. It's not that I don't like to interact with people, i do, really. I just don't feel the need for forced conversation with people I have no interest in. My personality type, "The Healer". Healers present a calm and serene face to the world, and can seem shy, even distant around others. But inside they're anything but serene, having a capacity for personal caring rarely found in the other types. Healers care deeply about the inner life of a few special persons, or about a favorite cause in the world at large. And their great passion is to heal the conflicts that trouble individuals, or that divide groups, and thus to bring wholeness, or health, to themselves, their loved ones, and their community. Pretty much sums me up. I have a few really close people that I actually care to interact with and be with. Don't get me wrong, I have friends, but that's such a lose term. When I graduate this December I'll be leaving 18 weeks before everyone else. Will I try to keep in contact with the people in my school that I consider friends? Probably not. I'll keep in touch with the ones I'm close with, obviously. Facebook is always an option, but I hate how I miss you is thrown around so much. In reality, I probably won't miss that many people from my class. They're good people to talk to in class but I just don't have that ~connection with most of them that leads the conversation to other things other then college, school work and what we did over the weekend. If I get invited to things, I'll go and reminisce on how things are the same or different. But honestly, I think graduating will be a big determiner on who I believe to be, and I say this without meaning to sound like a horrible bitch, worth my time.
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